Despite the many moments of deep reflection through which I understand that I'm not a perfect teacher, days like today come in which I genuinely want to throw my hands up in the air, say "f- this," and just never report to school again.
I nearly cried in front of my coworker multiple times after school today. Cried during the drive home. Cried while at home. And cried again while driving to yoga. The 1.5 hours of yoga that I forced upon myself when I realized that I couldn't move my shoulder due to tension was the only thing that's really helping me get up tomorrow. In those moments, I can only think about not falling over, then genuinely reflect and pray when resting at the end. Yeah, you're supposed to clear your mind, but I like talking to Jesus better.
So no, I'm not going to quit yet. But that also doesn't mean that I don't think about it all the time.
2 comments:
james!!! you can do it! 힘내!
yeah man keep it up
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